Betsey Johnson anyone??

Betsey Johnson Metalicize Me Tote

I want this bag sooooooooooooooooooooooo bad!!! I love the color red and skulls!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

I plan to save up for it when I come back form Japan ^O^





If I can't find a cool watch in Japan I will want to buy one of these XD

MANIA~

Ja nee!

Hellz ya!!

There is 19 more days till Japan ^O^
I'm so excited!!
I bought most stuff I need for my trip I just need 3 more items XD

Thanksgiving was good ^__^
I need to workout (>O<) I think I gained some weight T__T

*sigh*
I am stressing about the trip still it shows on my face.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

MANIA~

Ja nee!

The name of the ROSE

I will buy this when I am in Japan ^O^
I can't wait!!

Let's see if Asagi has a good sense of smell :3

MANIA~

Ja nee!

Ehhh!!

I got really bored one day and decided to do this. If you know me you should already know my lil obsession with Karyu. LOL!

MANIA~

Ja nee!!

24 more days left!!

Oni-con 2009 pt2...kinda

Hello!

This is what I wore on the second day of Oni-con
Shirt: SEX POT REVENGE
Pants: Was given to me a looooooooong time ago I love them to death XD
Boots: Given to me by Juongie




















I was looking for a vampire makeup tutorial and found this awesome one!!




This is how it tuned out I know it’s not exactly the same (plus she has badass makeup!!) my eye shape is different XD I suck at applying make up I usually have my friends do my make up but did this all by myself. ^O^



MANIA~

Ja nee!

D'espairsRay fanclub

Hello!!

I am on a mission to find a way to get into D’espairsRay official fan club. I know you HAVE to live in Japan to be in it………not fair T__T I know there are some people who pay others to be in the fan club but I don’t know anyone who lives there that I can trust. A friend of mine is going to school there but I do NOT want to bother her. I already asked her to get my a concert ticket for D’espairsRay and she has been having problems trying to get it. I feel so bad I don’t want to stress her out. Y__Y

Does anyone have another solution to get into the fan club???
I do not want to be scammed!! >.< I don't want to punch someone in the face!





MANIA~

Ja nee

Weight

Hello!

I woke up this morning and noticed I have lost weight!! I am fitting into a size 13 again I use to be that in 12 th grade.

Weight history:
I use to be 250lb
Dropped to 165lb
Then gained some weight and was 185 for a long time
Now I am 169
My goal is 120 or 130 but if I can’t reach that at least a size 6 or 7 will make me happy.
I know everyone is different I don’t want to look like the walking dead either!! XDXD

The struggle for weight loss for me has and still is an up and down battle I did it by myself for a yr it was easy to get discouraged which lead me quitting. Then college came and so did my friends who helped me tremendously!! We all did an aerobics class together for a P.E. credit I didn’t think much of it but the teacher opened my eyes about health. We all got inspired to get healthy (Lana was always healthy XD) we became exercise freaks XDXD 6 days a week and it took a while to get use to. Lana feed me healthy food it was light but filling. Summer came a long and we got off track I gained my weight back and was eating bad. Now that Japan is coming up we are determined to get back into shape!! We are going to be walking a lot so we want to build our stamina ^O^ I want to fit into Japanese clothes too! Plus this is for my self esteem. This year my self esteem has gotten a lil high I am starting to like myself ^___^


Anyway I would like to thank Lana and Juongie for helping me and being there for me with this struggle! ^O^

I still need to buy luggage!! TOT

Thanksgiving is coming O____O it will be hard not to over eat. I will have to keep telling myself Japan. LOL!

MANIA~

Ja nee




P.S. Houston weather is improving ^O^

Oni-con 2009

Oni-con 2009 was fun!

Satsuki and born were bad ass in concert!!


Q&A and autograph session was awesome!!
















Had so much fun with my best friends on their late birthday celebration!!
The rave was so much fun can’t wait till another con!!!


Japan is a month and 16 days left!! I’m so excited!!
My girlfriends and I want to go to Club atom. Lana and I have been reading up on reviews so far it’s good. My question is it hard to get in if you’re a foreigner???









MANIA~

Ja nee